Self Esteem - The Offspring (后裔乐队)

I wrote her off for the tenth time today

今日我写了十遍给她的信

And practiced all the things I would say

反复练习我将要给她说的话

But she came over

I lost my nerve

但当她走过来

我神经僵住了

I took her back and made her dessert

我带她去吃甜品

Now I know I'm being used

现在我知道我被利用

That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse

我还好，伙计，因为我喜欢受虐

I know she playing with me

That's okay 'cause I've got no self esteem

我知道她在玩我

我还好，因为我没有了自尊

We make plans to go out at night

我们计划在晚上外出

I wait till 2 then I turn out the light

我等到深夜两点，然后我关掉所有灯光

All these rejection's got me so low

所有这些反对让我如此消沉

If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

如果她继续如此我可能会告诉她

When she's saying that she wants only me

当她说她只想要我

Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

我想知道为什么她约我的朋友

When she's saying that I'm like a disease

当她说我像疾病

Then I wonder how much more I can stand

我想知道我能坚持多久

Well I guess I should stick up for myself

But I really think it's better this way

那么我想我应该为自己坚持

但我真的认为这是更好的方式

The more you suffer

你越是欺骗我

The more it shows you really care Right

越表明你真的关心对吗

Now I'll relate this little bit

现在我要想想这一点

That happens more than I'd like to admit

这种情况发生了，我更愿意承认

Late at night she knocks on my door

深夜，她敲我的门

Drunk again and looking to score

酒后再次寻求机会

Now I know I should say no

现在我知道我应该说不

But that's kind of hard when she ready to go

当她准备走时，我还是觉得很难过

I may be dumb But I'm not a dweeb

我也许是愚蠢的，但我不是白痴

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

我只是一个容易受骗的人，没有自尊

When she's saying that she wants only me

当她说她只想要我

Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

我想知道为什么她约我的朋友

When she's saying that I'm like a disease

当她说我像疾病

Then I wonder how much more I can stand

我想知道我能坚持多久

Well I guess I should stick up for myself

那么我想我应该为自己坚持

But I really think it's better this way

但我真的认为这是更好的方式

The more you suffer

你越是欺骗我

The more it shows you really care Right

越表明你真的关心对吗